two stories: I used to have a love / hate relationships and I would stay in it for the good parts, but would want to run away because of the bad parts. Seems like you are in a similar vibe right now. What are the pro’s and con’s of your situation?
In my second story, I used to live with a guy who at first I thought to be a great flatmate but later realised to be a horrible person to co-share. In the end, I realised that logic only got me so far, and since I could not change him, I had to change myself, my way of thinking. When I did this, without doing anything else, my living situation improved. Maybe there is something in this story for you? 🙂